Be Delighted

"Oh my my my my, what an eager little mind!"

Auntie Mame

Friday, June 5, 2015

Put a Pachyderm On It

I have been known to put lots of birds in my artwork. They are bright, tiny, colourful, and appealing. Well, maybe not my grackles. Some people don't like grackles. I just think of them as crow's bratty younger siblings.
                                                                   Cute Wren


                                                                Cranky Grackle

On the other end of the wildlife spectrum, I also like to put elephants in my art. They have their own kind of appeal, whether in their grand size and textured skin, or just their clannish and emotional nature. As an animal lover I have a particular fondness for them. In some cultures they bring luck or good fortune, and they often work for a living. I don't like to see them in circuses. They look their best in the jungle or roaming the plains of Africa.








Sunday, April 26, 2015

Stepping Out

I have neglected my little blog. I know consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds, but really what does that mean? I am consistent in my artwork, in my observations of the world, in my daily rituals. I am inconsistent in house cleaning, in gardening, in answering email.
Still, it's April, and my birthday, so I am only posting one image. I shot this on my cell phone last night watching the Flatlands Dance Theatre perform for A Taste of Dance at Melissa Grimes lovely, wild, adventurous house. (If Alice in Wonderland were set in Santa Fe that's what her house looks like.)

One click of my cell phone camera and Kris steps out into space. As every dancer does when they set foot on a stage, whether that stage is in a theatre with professional lighting or a back yard with the last rays of the sun peaking through the trees. I love this moment that defies gravity yet will eventually yield to it. Poise, grace, anticipation, a moment of movement frozen in time. As I turn 65 I stand on another brink. Life and time pushing me onward. Deep breath. And go.

Friday, March 6, 2015

No Subject Matter

I know I should draw daily, just like I brush my teeth or stretch my body, but I don't. I still do art daily. It's just more likely to be splashing paint on paper or stitching bits of fabric together with no end goal in mind, no sense of direction, no finished image in my mind. I love to dwell in sponteneity and improvisation. It feels less like an artists' chore (sketching is like eating my veggies every day) and more like just having fun (i.e. eating that second square of chocolate).
  Lately, lacking any new direction or inspiration I have merely been doing small abstracts just to play with colour and design. Sometimes they work, sometimes they don't, and sometimes I work them to death and toss them, but not before flipping them over and painting the other side. I have been known to save the torn pieces of one painting and stitch them on to another one. And when all else fails I cut them into 2" x 6" strips and make bookmarks out of them. Waste not, want now. Good paper and paint are expensive.

Some small abstracts:



 If I want to use some computer skills I go into Corel and crop an even smaller section, then play with colour variations, as with the two pieces above. That way, if I want to recreate them on a canvas on a bigger scale I can see which colour choices work best:

I definitely could see this one below on a large canvas, and the colour has much more originality than the original blue version above.
 Meh.......
 Not a fan of pink but it plays nicely against the aqua and rust, with the blue softening those odd mixtures down a bit.


Sometimes I add onto something I have already done, like stitching a scrap of old cyanotyped paper onto another painting:
Then cropping it and using my Corel program to desaturate the colour:

Dull, but I could make it pop on a giant scale by using bright red on that stripe.
Or I take another section of the same work and using a Watercolour program with a bit of clone tooling
 it takes on an Impressionist quality.:
These are all just exercises but they help me train my eye. The beauty of abstract work is that it keeps me from being distracted by subject matter and lets me focus strictly on the elements of design. They could turn into large paintings, or even large art quilts, if I was so inspired. You never know. Unless I get distracted ......

And occasionally I put a bird on it:

Thursday, January 15, 2015

Resolute

Oh hello 2015. You just sort of slipped in the back door when I wasn't noticing. Maybe because I got sick between Christmas and New Year's and got snowed in as well, and just languished in bed like a Bronte sister on a bad day.
Unfortunately every one of them, Charlotte, Anne, Emily, and even brother, Bramwell, died of Tuberculosis. I don't think my puny bronchitis qualified as a serious illness.

Sad Victorians aside, I think everyone should take a week off to languish. Have soup brought to you, prop up on pillows and read books, doodle in a sketchbook, check e-mail, Facebook, Tumblr, Pinterest in random order, play Words With Friends, text your daughter on the phone, in the same house, and have her brew a nice cup of Earl Grey in the kitchen. Ah yes, and after a week, you can emerge three pounds lighter, pale as a waning moon, fully rested, muscles a bit limp, and step outside to squint at the lemony sun.

I enjoyed my reading time, especially as my sweet husband gave me a Kindle Fire for Christmas:

But then it's back to work. Yoga and the art studio. I need a new goal this year. I have artwork in a current show but then nothing on the horizon.

In the spirit of DIY I usually decide to have a show with some sort of theme then just go out and see what gallery (or coffee shop, or even my own house) wants to show my art. It's nice that there are enough local venues to allow that to happen. But for now I am fallow. Maybe that was the point of lying in bed for a week, to recharge, to renew, to restore. A new year with new ideas. At one point I never would have dared or hoped or envisioned that I could just create my own life, that I could make things happen by just deciding to. That is a frame of mind that was a long time coming. If even the Brontes, dying from tuberculosis in a bleak, drafty house on the moors could create great literature, then surely I can continue making art and finding ways to show it. Hope is nothing without action.

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Living the Dream

I'm having a really good Autumn. It's my favorite time of the year anyway, but layered on top of that has just been two months of fabulousness. I just want to savor every part of it, this sense of elation, of being fully alive, of basking in the divine moments before they pass:

                          Our Fall Aster daisies, with bees and butterflies, humming with activity


It began with the Paul McCartney concert at the beginning of October. A lifelong dream fulfilled in three hours of glorious, moving, exhilarating entertainment from Sir Paul, radiating energy at age 72. So many of my friends in Lubbock were at the concert that it became a shared topic of conversation for weeks. Even yesterday when I went in for my annual physical exam, my Doctor saw I was wearing my concert shirt and we immediately swapped stories. Plus she told me not to lose any more weight for my height, so that was even better. I went home and had some chocolate.


Next up was our Fall Flatlands Dance Theatre concert, Encore!, in which each choreographer restaged a past popular dance by request. In my case it was my (I hope) humorous sheep dance called What the Flock? Some sheep were returning, other dancers were new, including a very pregnant Molly, which only added to the fun. Plus I got to revive all my horrible sheep puns to use in rehearsals. Ewe would be amazed how many jokes can be made about sheep. I wool share some with you. They tend to be very ba-a-a-a-a-d.


                                        Here Kyla demonstrates the refined art of Shwerking.
                   These promo photos were taken by my daughter, Naomi Hill, on the Texas Tech campus.
                                                     I reprised my role as the knitting granny.

 Next I attended a college reunion in Dallas with dear old friends, or old, dear friends as the case may be, from back in the early Seventies, the Sweathogs. We met for a glorious weekend, talked our heads off, created some wonderful food, and shared many memories. Of course, none of us had changed a bit. I was smiling for days and days afterwards.
                                                                               1972
1973
1976


                                                                          2014


                                                   I made my Mom's trifle recipe by request.

Immediately after that it was time for the annual Dia de los Muertos event, this time happening on October 31st, as it was a Friday. I had artwork in two separate places, including a display of prayer flags I made at the Buddy Holly Center.




And then the Artist Studio Tour, which was a fun way to exhibit and sell art, in selected homes, I even had my painting chosen for the cover of the brochure. A painting now owned by a friend in Idaho, after he saw the brochure on my Facebook page and called to tell me how much he responded to the work, that it gave him a sense of calm. What more could I ask for? Artists live to have people connect emotionally or intellectually to their work.

Winter Calling-2013
   Here are a couple more pieces I had in the show. The first one was only done last week and has sold.
                                                       
                                                                 Little Sparrow-2014

 Progression-2014

Next up, an article published in Quilting Arts magazine's upcoming December issue, and then a show in January for our group, the Caprock Art Quilters.

It's been a joy. I feel so grateful for all the wonderful experiences and the love of my friends.
                                                                       Namaste!

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Gods and Monsters

Mary Shelley was a teenager when she read Milton's Paradise Lost. (I suppose I was too but obviously it was something I slogged through in English Lit with very little enthusiasm.) Mary Shelley was also a teenager when she wrote her masterpiece, Frankenstein. Nineteen years old.That is something a little harder to imagine because I was still writing bad poetry about love and other subjects I knew nothing about at that age.

This week I went to see a filmed version of the London stage play, Frankenstein, directed by Danny Boyle and starring Benedict Cumberbatch and Jonny Lee Miller. It was done in 2011 just as Benedict was about to become Sherlock on BBC, and Jonny a year later, would become Sherlock Holmes on CBS version, "Elementary".




It's no secret that Benedict Cumberbatch is my favorite actor, so my intentions on seeing this film were part fangirl and part artistic/intellectual interest. I was pleased to say that I was overwhelmingly impressed. So much so that I am returning tonight to see the same play with the lead roles reversed. Benedict as the Creature was a desperate, clumsy, drooling misfit, emotionally distraught, struggling to adapt, and yearning for love. He based his movements on people who had been damaged by stroke or struggling to walk after a severe injury. It will be interesting to compare Jonny Lee Miller in the same role.




Each actor learned both roles, that of The Creature, and of Dr. Frankenstein, then reversed the roles selectively. The Creature is obviously the more taxing role, physically and mentally. In London it was never announced who was playing what role so it was a gamble as to who you got to see flailing around naked on the stage for the first ten minutes of the play. (The filmed version had the Creature discreetly dressed in a loincloth, probably to spare the actors' male parts from being posted all over the internet.)


As a dancer I was entranced by the first ten minutes. A strange barren set appears with a drum-like womb and a hand pressed against it from the inside like a baby about to be born.

 The Creature emerges from an opening in the fabric and literally flounders helpless for minutes on end before staggering to walk. He flops in grass and chews on it like a goat, he revels in the sunlight and the rain. This is all performed like a strange and alien modern dance to a dissonant soundtrack.  No words, no back story or explanation. He is alone. Until he finds his creator who reacts in horror and repulsion. His creator rejects the thing he has created because it is too hideous.



An image of Jonny in the role.

So begins the inexorable tragedy of the story. The Creature, abused and neglected, believes himself a monster, cut off from his father figure and shunned as an outcast by humans. Though taught to think and read by a kindly blind man, (including being able to recite from Milton's Paradise Lost) he is once again rejected and driven away by the man's terrified family, and so turns to murder and revenge. He becomes the Monster.

But the play also asks who the real monster is. Dr. Frankenstein comes across as a man detached from his feelings. He is engaged to Elizabeth but ignores her and repeatedly postpones the wedding. He drives out the Creature with no regard for the consequences then spends his life in fear of its return. Yet when the creature finds him and begs him to create a woman for him, an Eve to his Adam, Frankenstein's ego drives him to replicate his experiment. His Eve turns out to be beautiful, almost perfect.

 But then in a shocking scene he destroys his lovely Eve, envisioning a scenario where the creatures might breed, because his own Creature has learned to feel love and passion, and could bring more monsters in the world. This sends the Creature on a path of murderous revenge. A path that causes him to rape and murder Frankenstein's fiance, Elizabeth, after she shows him kindness and compassion, the first he has felt since the blind, old man. His chilling line after she touches him and is not repulsed, "I too have learned to lie", followed by: "I am so deeply sorry, Elizabeth" caused the audience to freeze in horror. But he has set his path. He will kill Frankenstein's love, just as Frankenstein killed his. An eye for an eye.



The book, and play, ask all the grand questions. Who are we? Who created us? Why have they turned us out of Paradise and abandoned us? What is evil? Is it learned or carried within us? It also brings in  the ethics of Science. Should we tamper with creation, as we now do with cloning? Do those creations have souls? In the end has the Creature become more human than his creator, capable of deep feelings of love and profound hatred. While Frankenstein, attempting to be God, has turned his back on human feelings and has perverted Nature.


The final scene, where Frankenstein chases the Creature far north into the arctic wasteland, finds them both forever connected and fated to die together in a barren, frozen hell.